The Shock, The Relief

I just had a cute dream
And I was almost making it true
But when I looked past the rim,
I just couldn't believe the picture it drew

I ha e promised just to be the same
I will try to do it alright!
But the shock sure leaves me lame
My mind is boggled after that night

I had loved her for a moment
Some thing more than as a friend
Those dreams were shattered without relent
I'm trying hard to act indifferent

You may also call me jealous
There is a bit truth in that too
But the thing that makes me nervous
Is that there is an affair for her too.

For Boons

Before I came to this place
I didnt believe the notion
No man can live as an Island
Driving through life just alone

I've been changed in just one year
You are the one who made the difference
Our joys enhance if they be shared
Unhappiness too can be relieved

And when you throw up your thoughts
Raw and fresh to someone caring
Everything becomes bearable
While that person understands you

On that moment when I knew you
Nice and sweet just as you are now
Dont you worry about those past days
Everyone adores you right now

Repaying to all those people
For all you have done but then they
Understand it because of your age
Love will make all that happen

The final Gasp

Baby welcome back to my life
I love you for what you are
My heart was stricken by a long knife
I love you for who you are

I am happy to have you back
I love you for what you have
And I love you for what you lack
And that love is all that I have

I'm grateful for that sibling
Who is supportive and careful
For we need some help my darling
Not to make this something painful

So I pray to god almighty
Who granted me this eternal boon
This gift of serendipity
Which brought me to you blue moon

I will have to ask him to bless
And make for us a happy ending
Down to earth we are all helpless
That is the reason for my prayin'

Day Dreams

I once met her in a dance floor
I was in disguise as a clown
She came there all alone
So she stood by the door

And the clown invited her
To come unto the green dance floor
For it was such a bore
To stand aside without a pair

And when they became closer
He popped a good question
Do you have a boyfriend on?
And if there is one does he care?

Oh! She said I have a guy
But he is at a great distance
He cares me and holds my hands
At times when I happened to cry

And the clown asked the name
And asked whether he looked like him
Then the lights became dim
Then I just ended the game

Then she slapped me across the face
Hugged me hard and cried a lot
The concert was getting too hot
So we just slowed the pace

She settled down to a chair
And she said thanks a lot
For you have forgotten me not
I love you because you care.

© 2002

My Heart is House-full

Thank you baby for your concern
And that anticipating mind
Which is so beautiful and kind
That I failed at first to learn

I see your face now every night
Now I see a lot of soft dreams
That we walk along cool streams
Hand in hand and holding you tight

My heart is now almost house-full
With your mind soothing presence
As a person in every sense
For my heart you are beautiful

My life is now so hurdle less
Not that they don't exist at all
but I remember you in my soul
And nothing can make me helpless


© 2002